i want to create a tv show about a group of friends where they’re all queer except the one token cishet friend who’s only there to say stereotypical “straight” things for laughs like “macklemore got me into rap” and “my mom and i got into a fight because she wouldn’t buy me a fourth obey snapback”
ulgh. i’m going on a diet tomorrow. it’s not even about being overweight. i just have the body of a boy, like broad shoulders and narrow hips, and the only way to even look a little feminine is to be really thin. uuuuuuggghhhh goodbye chocolate.
it scares the shit out of me when middle aged people who have monotonous, stagnant, miserable lives and jobs say things to me like, “I used to travel a lot when I was younger too,” “I used to have your passion,” “when I was your age I wanted to work in [the field I’m interested in] too,” etc…
like, FUCK me if I wake up one day when I’m 47 and realize that I’m not living the life I wanted to be living
why? why do you do that? sure it might look cool and soft grunge edgy but in russian, that makes no sense. like. you just made up a word. using russian letters to spell out communism for some grunge aesthetic bs? no. stop. that’s disrespectful. y’all be ashamed. you literally spelled out something like “sottchet” cuz ‘s’ doesnt even exist in the russian alphabet. ugh
It’s all fun and games until you ship something so hard that you think of it whenever you hear a romantic song on the radio, and you want to write fanfic about it daily, or read fanfic, or both, and it feels like it has lodged itself so tightly into your chest that it would take a crowbar to pry it out and even then your heart would go with it